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Book Review | The Secret History by Donna Tartt

22 March 2017

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The Secret History by Donna Tartt is not a typical murder mystery novel. Honestly, after reading it, I found it barely seemed to fit the genre at all. You know from the very beginning who will die. The author lays out the whole murder scene in the prologue. So instead of trying to figure out who committed the murder and how, the reader is trying to piece together the why. What was it that drove the killer to murder?

I picked up this book on a whim, but mostly because for some reason the synopsis reminded me of Dead Poets Society, which is one of my favorite movies. However the story turned out to be darker and very very different than what I expected. Not necessarily in a bad way, though.

The reader follows the narration of the main character, Richard as he joins a mysterious community made up of the five other kids in his Classics class. Richard was a somewhat dull character. There was nothing interesting about him or his voice in telling the story, but I found it to be nice. Richard, to me, represented an average, everyday person, someone with whom the reader can relate to. It makes the other characters seem much more interesting and different in contrast.

The five students who make up the strange club are all very unique, but equally untrustworthy. Even when they seemed like great people, I had a hard time believing everything they said, but I felt like that was how they were supposed to be written, especially Henry. Henry Winter was the most fascinating out of the group. His past remains very secretive throughout the whole book, the author only revealing bits of who he is every once in a while. I still am uncertain how I really feel about him.

I also really enjoyed learning a little bit about Classics as I was reading. Classics and the ancient would are very interesting to me, and reading a book with Classics as a theme was great.

However, there were some trivial problems I found while I was reading. The amount of information the reader receives is unproportional. Some of this probably has to do with Richard's narration, you can only know what he knows or what he finds out, but some was not. There were certain, unimportant things that would be explained and described in tedious detail, while other, way more important things would be somewhat skimmed over in a way that made it hard for me to understand.

Also I mourned the lack of the presence of the character, Julian, the professor. Based on the synopsis, I expected Julian to be a powerful presence in the novel. I imagined him being a John Keating type of influence on the actions of the students, when in reality, he only made an appearance maybe three times in the whole book. But in those cameos, I really liked him, and desperately wished he was a bigger character. I feel like if he had been in it more, I would've been able to understand the actions of the main characters better.

Despite all of this, I did love this book. It was a very dark read, but the writing and descriptions in this book were stunning, and I definitely want to pick up more by Donna Tartt someday.
“Beauty is terror. Whatever we call beautiful, we quiver before it.” 
― Donna TarttThe Secret History

instagram chooses my TBR | mini reviews

30 October 2018

There are so many different bookish communities and resources with the advent of the internet and it's a beautiful thing. I could make a whole other post about my thoughts on how the internet has enhanced and changed the way we read because it's so interesting to me.

There are several downsides to social media, which have been talked about extensively by so many people so we're not getting into that today, however, I think one good thing that has come from my own personal social media experience is it has made made me grow a lot as a reader.

Due to my never ending search for books to read, social media has become my main source of book recommendations. And that's not something I'm ashamed of. Sometimes it's hard for me to understand how people used to find books to read before there was social media.

I spend a good amount of my time in the Bookstagram corner of Instagram. I have discovered Bookstagram is an especially great place to find new books I've never heard of before. As you scroll through the explore page, it's so easy to add about a hundred books to your TBR without even realizing it.

Because of my obsession with Instagram and books, I decided to do a fun experiment. I took the first six books that came up on my explore page, and inspired by BooksandLala (one of the most creative booktubers), I read all of them. I went into them all completely blind to see how trustworthy the bookstagram community really is with its recommendations.

Book Review | Nicholas and Alexandra by Robert K. Massie

28 June 2017

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I could probably qualify as an honorary historian of the Romanov family. I have studied their fascinating story for many years merely out of my own curiosity. I have watched documentaries and I've read many books and articles about the family and their heartbreaking assassination in 1918.
Nicholas and Alexandra by Robert K. Massie is considered to be a classic among people who study the Romanov family, and I knew that I needed to read it someday in order to satisfy more of my unquenchable interest in the Romanovs.

This book surprised me. It was different than how I expected it to be. Based on the title, I was expecting this book to mainly document the relationship and lives of Nicholas and Alix, but there was so so so much more.

It was so incredibly, astonishingly rich in historical detail. I was nerding out a lot more than I probably should have as I was connecting the political dots together during the chapters on World War I. This is the type of book that you have no choice but to give your full attention to so that you don't lose track of who is related to who and what all was going on during this time in history.

However, this book does also focus a lot on the lives of Nicholas and Alix, as it promises. When I was finished reading, I felt as if I knew Nicholas and Alexandra intimately. I think it's easy for people studying history to forget that they were just human beings like everyone else. They made mistakes,  they had feelings, and people they cared about. I felt like I especially understood Nicholas and who he was as a tsar far better after I read this book than I did before.
Reading Nicholas and Alexandra made me think about history in a different way. It helped me understand Nicholas, Alix, Alexis, Rasputin, and the Bolshevik revolutionaries more.

Another aspect that surprised me about this account of the Romanov family is the amount of detail it went into Alexis and his battle with hemophilia. Everyone knows now that the tsarevich struggled throughout his whole life with hemophilia, inherited from his mother, but I had never really thought about how heartbreaking it was, and how Alexis' disease played a role in changing the course of history for Russia and the world.

It wrecks me to think that the tragic deaths of the Romanov family really happened, but they did. History is real. And it's crazy to think how every little thing is connected and how history has shaped the way the world is today.
Nicholas and Alexandra is a beautifully written testament to the Romanovs, in the hopes that their story won't ever be forgotten.
“I have a secret conviction," [Nicholas] once told one of his ministers, "that I am destined for a terrible trial, that I shall not receive my reward on this earth” 
― Robert K. MassieNicholas and Alexandra
because this song kept playing over and over in my head as I was reading

Books for Each Enneagram Type | Recommendations

23 May 2020


I have always found personality types so fascinating. I know people debate the usefulness of personality types a lot, but I think learning about different personality types has helped me to better understand myself and the people around me. My latest exploration in personality types is the Enneagram. The Enneagram is nothing new, and I'm sure you have heard of it and have some idea of what number you are.   

I think books can have a certain personality to them just as people do. Based on the characters, themes, tone, and writing style, books can be categorized into different personality types as well. I thought it would be fun to take the characteristics of each Enneagram type and match them with a book. 

Of course, I am not an expert on the Enneagram by any means. I enjoy learning about it, and I like to think I have a good grasp on the basics of each type. Also I can only attempt to type the books I have already read. There may be books I suspect would fit in certain types, but since I haven't read them I'm not including them.

1: The Reformer

The Type 1 Reformers are characterized as perfectionistic, purposeful, and self-controlled. Just like one of the main characters in this book, Elena Richardson, 1s see things in black and white without shades of gray. The whole premise of this book is based on how a rigid, suburban community is divided by a huge, hard-hitting issue. Elena's sense of security in the way things have always been is challenged throughout the story, and the reader watches as she has to overcome her own desire for control over the situation. The writing style of this book is straightforward, and it makes you think about how some issues aren't as black and white as you might think.   

2: The Helper

Helpful Type 2s are caring, demonstrative, generous, and people pleasing. In this sweet, contemporary novel, Weston very much embodies a Type 2. After Tessa temporarily loses her eye sight in a car crash, Weston takes on the responsibility of helping her believe that there is still beauty in life, even if she can't see it. He is a selfless, caring individual toward Tessa and the other people in his life, despite dealing with his own disability. This book is overall a comforting ray of sunshine, and shows the value of Type 2s, while also allowing them to see that sometimes they can't fix everything and that's okay.


3: The Achiever

For the driven and image conscious Type 3, I wanted to focus on characters who are focused on success. Lois, the main character of Sourdough is very much career oriented, but is forced to learn that there is so much more to her worth than just her successful career through the events of the story. This book is a strange exploration of how success and technology has overshadowed the simple things in life, such as baking sourdough. The themes reflect a lot of the qualities and struggles of a Type 3, and it's overall a fun and interesting novel.


4: The Individualist

It was difficult to decide which book best represented the sensitive and dramatic Type 4, but for me The Forgotten Garden is a great representation of a whimsical and heartfelt story a Type 4 would relate to. This book follows a duel timeline as the mystery of a lost little girl and an abandoned garden is unraveled. There are lovely imaginative fairytales woven throughout that begin to reflect the sweeping family saga. The writing is also decadent and beautiful. It creates a dramatic, intriguing story with imaginative characters. To me, it's a perfect read for a Type 4!

5: The Investigator

I'm sure there's no surprise that I chose this book for a Type 5. Since Type 5 are generally described as being secretive, isolated, and perceptive, this academic murder mystery is very characteristic of a 5. At the heart of this story is a group of college students studying ancient Greek. As they study under an eclectic professor, they begin to experiment different ideas that they learn about in their class. Events eventually take a dark turn that includes the death of a fellow student. This book is moody and makes you think about morality. Donna Tartt is a master at weaving together an intriguing, intelligent plot that makes you feel torn between your concern for the characters and the horrible things they do in the name of academia. 


6: The Loyalist

While Type 6s are responsible, anxious, and suspicious, the most defining characteristic of a Type 6 is loyalty. To me The Time Traveler's Wife is the perfect story of loyalty and love against all odds. This book is a romance story at its heart, but there's so much more to it. The man in the relationship has a genetic condition that makes him time travel sporadically. He has no control over where or when he time travels. Despite this complication, he falls in love with a girl as he gets to know her at various times in her life that he travels to. The characters struggle with remaining loyal to one another when their relationship is anything but ordinary. As a Type 6 myself, I absolutely loved this book, the characters, and its themes.


7: The Enthusiast

For the optimistic and spontaneous Type 7, I knew I had to pick a book that reads like a ray of sunshine. Since You've Been Gone follows Emily who's best friend, Sloane, leaves behind a list of spontaneous activities to do throughout the summer until she returns. Sloane is definitely a Type 7, and even though she isn't present much in the story, the whole book is a testament to the effect a Type 7 can have on those around them. This book has so many great themes of finding yourself, pushing yourself out of your comfort zone,  and opening yourself up to new people. It's a fun, easy going book that's perfect for a Type 7. 


8: The Challenger

I have never read a book that's more Type 8 than Vicious by V.E. Schwab. This story follows two college students who work together on an experiment to get superpowers. When this experiment takes a dark turn, a rivalry is formed between the two characters that spans decades and comes to a suspenseful head in this book. Types 8's are known for being confrontational, for challenging the status quo and being confident in themselves. I thought this book would be perfect for a Type 8 because it's full of anti-heroes and gray morality. It tackles interesting questions surrounding power and corruption, but it's also fast-paced and exciting from beginning to end. Vicious can be read on its own, but the sequel is also incredible for those who might want more.


9: The Peacemaker

The peaceful, agreeable, and reassuring Type 9 can be recognized perfectly in this beautiful novel. When a family in Australia begins to fall apart, the peace keeper brother, Clay, takes it upon himself to hold them together. He works with his estranged father to build a bridge, literally and figuratively, to reconnect his family. Clay is the embodiment of a Type 9 as the reader can see when he takes on the burdens of others. Markus Zusak's writing is also powerful in this book and makes you feel for all the characters involved.
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Do you agree with my list? What books would you recommend to each Enneagram type?

Reading in May

14 June 2020


This post is very belated. I don't like to give excuses, but life has been extremely busy: graduating college, getting married, moving. I'll have several posts up soon with updates and reflections on everything going on. But today is to talk about books, specifically the books I somehow managed to finish in May despite all the craziness going on.

Reading remains one of the biggest stress relievers for me. I have especially been enjoying rereading recently. I find so much comfort in reading old favorites, books I don't have to focus so hard on since I already know I love them. I finished a total of 6 books this month, which is an average number for me that I am happy with!


The first book I finished this past month was the book my now husband and I had to read during our pre marital counseling we followed through our church. This is a book that may not fascinate many, but I at least found it to be an incredibly helpful, yet brief, resource for couples who are wanting to get married. It has a practical, easy to follow outlook on marriage that focuses on the gospel as the core for all relationships. This book provided a good foundation for discussion in our counseling, and if you are getting married soon, I would recommend taking an afternoon to read through it.
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This is the last book I ever had to read for school. This is an interesting piece of journalism, looking into the brutal realities of life in Northern Ireland during the 1970's and 1980's. While this book was interesting, the way it was written felt very scattered and confusing. However, I could appreciate why it was assigned in my History of Ireland class, and how important it is to understanding the complicated conflicts of Northern Ireland. I don't know if I can recommend it to anyone, since it is quite heavy and complicated to read. But if you find Irish history at all interesting, it's worth checking out.
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I was worried about rereading this series since I have such fond memories of reading the Hunger Games books and watching the movies when I was in middle school. But with all the hype surrounding the release of the new prequel, I had to revisit this world. This first installment far exceeded any expectations I had going into the reread! I absolutely loved it! It's not perfect by any means, but it does exactly what it needs to. It's so full of action, I couldn't stop turning the pages! The characters are flawed, but you care for them like they're your children. I got so immersed in the story, and the ending hurt worse than the first time I read it. There are also so many iconic moments in this first book in particular that make it such a classic.
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I don't know why I keep trying to continue with this series. A Wrinkle in Time is one of the most formative books I read as a young reader, but the subsequent books just don't do it for me. The whole series is a fever dream. This one in particular was very strange. I could not understand what was happening or the significance of it for the life of me, which made it a drag to read to the end. The time traveling and secret family history aspects were interesting, and it did mostly come together in the end, but I know that if I had tried to read this as a child (which is the audience it's intended for), I would have been completely lost.
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This book was a long journey to read from beginning to end, but it was so worth it! There's not much I can say about it without spoilers. But I will say it built off beautifully from the set up in the first book. The characters grew in astonishing ways. There were so many twists and turns that shocked me. Sanderson is truly a master in the world of modern fantasy, and this series is shaping up to be his magnum opus. I can't wait to read the third book and the fourth once it's released later this year!
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Upon finishing The Hunger Games, I was dying to binge the whole series as soon as possible. However, I did not quite have the same experience in my reread of this one. I remember my first time reading this book and being amazed at how exciting and unpredictable it was, but apparently there was a lot of filler I forgot about. There are a lot of exciting moments, and watching Katniss's internal struggle is intriguing, but it felt like it dragged more than I remembered. It just wasn't as satisfying. I'm still glad I read this, though, to get a firm opinion on it as an adult, but don't know if I will move on the Mockingjay at this point in my life.
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What did you read in May?

My Favorite Tropes in Books

24 April 2020

The word "trope" is thrown around all the time in book reviews as if it's a negative thing. Some people tend to think it's something synonymous with the words cliché and unoriginal, like tropes are the sign of a lazy author. However, I do not think this is the case at all. There's absolutely nothing new under the sun. Every act of creativity is simply building off the work of the hundreds of thousands of other creatives that came before it. Tropes are a natural occurrence in the world of literature.

There are established rules for effective storytelling that have been built off of the trials and errors of other writers. With those rules come popular tropes that can be utilized in many ways to tell different stories. While there is nothing unique about certain tropes in and of themselves, the ways in which authors can use them as storytelling tools is what can really make or break their own interpretation in their book.

There are tropes in every single genre and every single demographic. They're unavoidable. Every book utilizes some type of trope in one way or another. Like with every aspect of a book, there's some personal preference over which tropes a reader enjoys, and which ones seem overdone to them. Knowing which tropes and themes you personally love can really help you understand your own reading taste so that you can discover new amazing books.

For me, there are several distinct tropes I love. Sometimes I will put a book on my TBR just because it has one of these tropes without knowing anything else about it. In this post, I'm going to be highlighting eight of my all time favorite tropes. 

1. THE OUTCAST THIEF WITH A SECRET

This is very much a common trope in the fantasy genre, and I absolutely love it! I've read so many books with this specific theme: the Seven Realms series, The Lies of Locke Lamora, and Peter Nimble and His Fantastic Eyes, and I loved them all! I love all the mischievous, sneaky aspects of thievery in stories, but when there's a deeper underlying secret about the thief or gang of thieves, I think it's such a good set up for an incredible fantasy plot.

2. DARK FAMILY HISTORY

I love books about family in all forms, but sometimes there's a family secret that a main character discovers that sets the trajectory of the plot. I think this trope sets up intrigue so well and can go in so many different directions. Little Dorrit, Little Fires Everywhere, and Tuck Everlasting are some great examples of this trope done well across several genres.

3. FRIENDS TO LOVERS

I do love me a good romance plot line every once in awhile. My personal favorite type of romance story to read is one when two people who have been friends their whole lives discover they are harboring romanic feelings for one another. When romantic interests already have an established love for one another as friends I find it so much easier to fall for their romance. I can't share too many recommendations of this trope without spoilers, but there are so many examples that I loved. 

4. COMING OF AGE

Coming of age stories are some of my favorites. I love being able to watch a character truly grow into themselves. It's inspiring and can help you look at your own life and find reassurance that you aren't alone in your struggles. I'm almost always brought to tears when I read a good coming of age book. My all time favorite coming of age stories are The Book Thief, A Tree Grows in Brooklyn, and Where the Crawdads Sing.

5. EPISTOLARY

I've always thought that books told through letters have such a unique narrative style. I feel like I'm reading the intimate, authentic thoughts of the characters, and I fall so easily into the story. I've also read so many incredible examples of well done epistolaries, such as Last Christmas in Paris, Les Liaisons dangereuse, and Ain't We Got Fun.

6. FOUND FAMILY

This trope may be my most favorite trope of all time. I love the journey of a lonely, broken character finding a new family through a group of friends or other impactful people in their life. It's so moving to see how important community can be to someone and how they can overcome obstacles together. Most of my favorite books incorporate a found family concept: The Lord of the Rings, Watership Down, and The Outsiders.

7. REDEMPTION

I really appreciate a character arch that ends in a redemption moment. I love seeing the resilience and goodness in people shine through in the end, even after a character goes through unimaginable circumstances. Some of the best redemption stories I've ever read are Unbroken, Daisy Jones & the Six, and The Storied Life of A.J. Fikry
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What are some of your favorite tropes in literature?

I got too many books at the library | Vlog

11 August 2024


I've been going a bit feral putting books on hold at the library, and it finally caught up to me. So I filmed a little library haul with all the books that came in for me this week. Will I read them all? Let me know which ones I should prioritize in a comment!

Books Mentioned:


A Prayer for Owen Meany - John Irving

This Must be the Place - Maggie O'Farrell

The Ministry of Time - Kaliane Bradley

Chaos: Charles Manson, the CIA, and the Secret History of the Sixties - Tom O'Neill

Agatha Christie: An Elusive Woman - Lucy Worsley